I had to learn to talk and move again after my breakdown, says Rylan Clark – it was as if I’d had a stroke

RYLAN Clark has revealed how he rebuilt the foundations of his life after the breakdown he suffered in the aftermath of his split from ex-husband Dan Neal.

The popular TV star, 35, had to learn to walk and talk again in 2021 and likened his condition to having suffered a stroke.

Rylan Clark has revealed details from his lowest moments amid his breakdown

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Rylan Clark has revealed details from his lowest moments amid his breakdownCredit: Instagram
Rylan and husband Dan Neal split in 2021

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Rylan and husband Dan Neal split in 2021Credit: ITV

Those dark days seem like a lifetime ago now, with Rylan back at the top of his game having made £2.5m in the past year.

Reflecting on his lowest moments in an interview with the Guardian, Rylan said: “I couldn’t understand why I pressed the nuclear button on my seemingly perfect life.

“And it’s only now I’m better that I realise it was the ejector seat I needed. Now I just wish I’d pressed that escape button earlier.

“I got so ill to the point where I knew I couldn’t get any iller. I couldn’t speak; I had to learn to speak again, I had to learn to move again – it was like I’d had a stroke. Nothing made sense to me.”

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His very career was at risk as not only did he not have control of his faculties, but he couldn’t bear to watch TV or listen to music – the two mediums he works on.

In the aftermath of his break up, Rylan even tried to take his own life.

In his memoir Ten: The Decade That Changed My Future, Rylan wrote: “For the first time in my 32 years, I felt I couldn’t carry on no more.

“‘What’s the point?’ I thought. I’d lost what I thought was everything, the one thing I always wanted. A man I loved. A family of my own. And now it was gone.

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“So I tried to end it. I won’t go into detail as I don’t think it’s fair on my mum, but thank God I was unsuccessful.”

The Supermarket Sweep host admitted he had no excuse for cheating on his ex, bringing to an end their six year marriage.

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But he explained the events that led to it, revealing his growing fame drove a wedge between them.

He said: “I think for many years I had felt a bit like an impostor. That nothing I was doing was right or not quite good enough.

“There were times when people told me this, and so confirmed my own self-doubts.

“And you know, when it’s those closest to you giving you this feedback, of course you take it to heart.

“Similarly, someone loving me this way was all I had ever wanted and now I’d found it.

“The reality is that over the course of my relationship I had started to feel wrong: I felt I was wrong for being successful, wrong for being me.”

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Rylan has overcome his issues and is back at the top of his game

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Rylan has overcome his issues and is back at the top of his gameCredit: PA